Saturday, 22 July 2017

| My Holiday Outfits | Cap d'Agde, South of France |



Hey guys
Happy Saturday!

I’m finally back with a brand-new blog post for you all – I know it’s been while! Last week we were on our holidays in the South of France and I thought I would share all of my holiday outfits with you. We stayed in a place called Cap d’Agde which is right on the South coast of France not too far from Montpellier and very close to the border of Spain. This was my first time ever in France and I absolutely loved it there. The food, the scenery, the weather, the language, the people, the beaches, everything was beautiful. It was a much-needed week of relaxing & unwinding with family so the attire I brought with me was quite casual and included lots of long flowey dresses and 2 piece coords. As always, I over packed (said every girl ever!) but I did manage to share a case with Shane which was most definitely a first for me haha – I don’t know whether that’s because of the Ryanair check-in bag charges or if I’m getting better at packing. So, without further a-do I’ll get on with the outfit deets. Everything is either current stock or sale with links to everything. Items that are out of stock I have linked to similar.

Enjoy ladies and let me know if you like the looks.

| NIGHT TIME |








Dress: Zara 
or Similar: REVOLVE 
or Similar New Look
Sandals: Simmi or Similar




Dress: Zara
Sandals: Pretty Little Thing or Similar 



2 Piece Coord: The Boutique Essex 
Wedges: River Island (last year) or Similar 






Dress: Primark (current stock)
or Similar: Asosor Similar: Asos




Dress: Pretty Little Thing 
Sandals: Pretty Little Thing or Similar 






Playsuit: Primark (current stock)
Similar: Boohoo
Flipflops: Havaianas 

| SWIMWEAR |





Gingham Bikini: Asos




Lizard Bikini: Moda Minx


Blue Tie-Up Sides Swimsuit: Zara
or Similar: Pretty Little Thing 
or Similar: Pretty Little Thing 




Slogan Swimsuit; Zara
Similar: Pretty Little Thing 
Similar: Missguided 
Similar: In The Style 



White Crochet Trim Bikini: Primark (current stock)
or Similar: Misspap 
or Similar: Boohoo 

| ACCESSORIES |





Sunhat: Pretty Little Thing 
Beach Dress: Pretty Little Thing
Flipflops: Havaianas 

A that's a wrap. I hope you got some Summer and holiday outfit inspo! Have an amazing weekend guys
Big Love,

Aileen
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Tuesday, 14 March 2017

| My Skin Journey & Battle with Acne |



Hey guys,

I have wanted to write this blog post for a long time but it’s taken me until now to actually pluck up the courage to do it.  Acne affects the lives of so many people and I know there will be lots of you that are suffering right now like I was. That's the main reason I am writing this. I am hoping that sharing my story with you all will benefit some of you guys in some way. This is quite a deep and personal subject for me but I finally feel like I can talk about it openly. I really do hope that this will help some of you. 

So here we go, let's go back to the very beginning..

| THE BACKSTORY |

I have suffered with acne my whole life. Growing up and going through school and university with the condition was really tough for me. As a growing woman, it totally knocked my confidence. I was very good at portraying this confident young woman but behind closed doors, I was so ashamed of how I looked. I would look at other girls and be so envious of their skin and wonder why it was happening to me? Why was I the only one suffering? How could people bare to look at me? How could my boyfriend love me when I looked like this?  I refused to the leave the house without my makeup on and I essentially hid underneath my security blanket. Unfortunately for me, my acne was a hereditary thing so no matter how good my skincare routine was or how well I looked after my skin, it was always there.

I’m sure a lot of you will relate when I say I had tried absolutely EVERYTHING on the market to cure my acne. Every lotion, potion, pill, natural remedy, cider vinegar, sudocrem, toothpaste, face wash you name it, I tried it. Now I’m not saying that nothing worked at all but there wasn’t anything that had long lasting results because as soon as I stopped using a certain product the spots would come back again. This meant the products I had been using were only tackling the problem at the surface and weren't actually getting to the root of the problem. Feeling like nothing would ever work, I tried to come to terms with the fact that this was something I would just have to live with for the rest of my life and I could only try and disguise it as best I could with makeup.

However, in 2013, just before I turned 23, the condition of my skin peaked and became the worst it had ever been before. I was in my 3rd year of University and I had just moved over to London to do my 8 month work experience. It had got that bad that people were starting to comment on it. I was in a desperate condition and I was extremely embarrassed. There were days I didn’t leave the house and nights where I cried myself to sleep. It was at this point that I decided I couldn’t go on feeling like this anymore and something seriously had to be done about it.

December 2013



| TIME TO TAKE ACTION |

The first bit of action I took was to book in with my new GP in London. I asked him about a specific medication I had read about online called ‘Roaccutane’ which I had learned is used to treat severe cases of acne. This type of medication is only given to patients who have already tried other treatments such as antibiotics and topical treatments but  hadn't worked. Roaccutane works by reducing the amount of natural oil (sebum) your skin produces and, thus, the skin dries up and so does the acne. After examining my skin and hearing my story my GP decided to refer me to see a skin specialist at the North Middlesex Hospital.

On my first consultation with the skin specialist I was reassessed and we had a chat about my history with acne and other medications I had previously been on. I remember feeling extremely distressed at the time because I had chosen to come to the appointment that day makeup free and, whilst talking about my condition, I completely broke down into tears. The doctor was very understanding and assured me that he was going to look after me and help me beat my acne once and for all. He explained to me what roaccutane was, what it would do for me and went through the treatment process, the side effects and necessary precautions to be taken before beginning any treatment. 

One of the worse known side effects to be caused by taking roaccutane is depression with the drug being linked to many cases of suicide so it was important for the doctor to assess whether I was at risk. This part scared me but to be honest, at the time, I couldn’t imagine being anymore down than I already was. If my skin was going to clear up, then, if anything, this treatment was going to make me happier. I was willing to try absolutely anything to end this pain. Besides, I felt like I was in safe hands and I had a good support network around me.

Contraceptive precautions were also a must prior to treatment as getting pregnant while taking roaccutane can cause serious harm to an unborn child such as deformities . At the time, I had just had my implanon (bar implant) removed so we discussed some other options and decided that I would have the mirena coil fitted. For those unfamiliar, the mirena coil is a highly effective method of contraception which works by releasing a hormone called Levonorgestral into the womb. The coil is inserted into the uterus and stays there for up to 5 years after which it must be changed.

Luckily for me, I was able to have the coil fitted that same day. I’m not going to lie; it wasn’t the best experience of my life. It wasn’t that it was painful I just found the whole procedure quite uncomfortable. Saying that though, it was all over in no more than 10 minutes. Afterwards there is a little bit of cramping and some spotting but nothing severe. I also had my bloods taken while I was there and I was then re-scheduled to meet the doctor again a month later. 

On my next visit to the hospital I was finally prescribed with Roaccutane.  From the first time I had met with my GP, it had taken just over 6 months to be prescribed with the medication. The doctor told me he would start me on a low dose in the beginning as the spots would probably get worse before they would get better so I was expecting a big flare up at the start. I was also told to wear high SPF if I was out in the sun because my skin would be extra sensitive and more susceptible to burning. I was also advised not to have any waxing done for the same reason - my skin would be very sensitive and would tear. I wasn’t told to avoid alcohol like others may have been (it might of been written in the booklet I was given) but I’m not a big drinker anyway so that wasn’t an issue. The medication is taken orally so they are in tablet form and I think I started on 25mg - 30mg per day which was gradually increased to 50mg per day over the course of the year. 

I had to return to the doctor every 4-8 weeks for check up’s which included taking a pregnancy test, having my bloods taken and an assessment of my mental health which usually involved a chat to see how I was getting on, if my moods had changed and generally how I was coping. The blood tests were necessary to check that my liver function/blood count wasn’t affected which can happen while taking a strong drug like roaccutane. 

At the time I had been prescribed the medication, I had just moved back to Ireland to do my final year in Uni which meant I had to fly to London for my check up’s but to me, it was a small price to pay.

| SIDE AFFECTS |

I was lucky during my year of treatment the only side effect I experienced was dry skin. My lips, hands, eyes and the inside of my nose & nostrils were the worst affected parts but in general, my entire body was dry all over. I remember it being particularly bad while I was away in Amsterdam but I think that was mainly due to the cold weather. All I had to do was make sure I moisturised once a day and kept my nose and lips smothered in Vaseline and that was as bad as it got. My mood did fluctuate a little but nothing too out of the ordinary. 

Amsterdam February 2014 (My skin was extremely dry & tight and eyes red & sore)


September 2014 (My hands & the inside of my nose were both dry & cracked)




| RESULTS |

I started roaccutane in July 2014 and finished in July 2015. After the first month, I started to see real changes in my skin. True for what the doctor said, it did get worse before it got better but, by the third month my skin had dried up and, by the 6th month, my spots had completely disappeared. I couldn’t believe that something had actually worked! It was like a miracle drug for me. To track how I was progressing, I took pictures of my skin every week. 

January 2014

April 2015 (Eyes still red dry & sore and skin tight and cracked but spots cleared) 



May 2015

August 2015

June 2015

It’s been just over a year and a half since I finished taking roaccuatane and I still do get the odd breakout but nothing compared to what it was and it usually only occurs around my lady time which is normal. Since having the mirena coil fitted I actually haven’t had a period since but I can gauge when I should be due by the condition of my skin.



I obviously have a lot of scarring from the years of torture with acne so my skin still isn't exactly perfect but its 100% better than what it was. That’s one thing I am still really conscious of when I’m taking photos but I am hoping to address this in the near future. There are lots of options out there at the moment including laser and micro-dermabrasion etc. but the procedures don’t come cheap so I’m weighing up my options. If any of you have any recommendations, please do let me know. As long as I have it done before I’m married I can live with it lol. 



So there’s my story guys. If you are suffering now like I used to be then speak to your GP about what can be  done for you and maybe discuss the possibility of trying roaccutane. Many GP’s won’t necessarily recommend this to you straight off the bat as it is kind of a ‘last resort’ drug due to its strength and side effects so it isn't taken lightly for obvious reasons. But if you feel you have tried absolutely everything then do your research and speak to your GP about it.

Just remember you are not alone. If you have any more question’s then drop me a mail. I’m always happy to help.

Big Love,
Aileen
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Thursday, 23 February 2017

| Get Started on Your Journey to Strong & Healthy | My Beginner Recommendations |



“Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen.”  Michael Jordan

Evening guys!

Since sharing my transformation post a few days ago I’ve had lots of messages from you guys regarding how to get started with your own fitness journey. So, I’ve decided to write this blog post to give you guys some of my best recommendations and hopefully answer all of your questions here in one place.



It can all be very daunting in the beginning. I know, because I was that girl 6 years ago. I had all the eagerness and determination in the world but I didn’t have a clue about strength and fitness or where to start. Fear not! I am going to give you a helping hand. Remember everyone has to start somewhere. The problem nowadays is that there are just so many different plans/methods to choose from, some very good and equally, some that are just a load of shite and should be steered clear of. As well as that, some methods will work well for some people but won’t necessarily work well for others and different approaches/tweaks will have to be made to suit each individual. It’s all about finding out what fit’s your life, your goals and YOUR body. Everyone is different. That being said, the fundamental principles and basics of weight loss/weight gain and energy balance (calories in/calories out ) will always be the same.



So if your one of those people looking for some advice on where to start which I presume you are if your reading this, then below I have listed my top recommendations. I really hope this helps some of you. Remember, this is not a quick fix but a complete lifestyle change. Sacrifices will have to be made in the beginning but once you find balance these won’t feel like sacrifices for too long if, like me, you learn to love the process and enjoy the journey.

Disclaimer: Just to put it out there once again, I am NOT a PT and I am NOT a nutritionist. Any advice I give here is from my own experience and from what I have learned over the years. I am always happy to help you guys and guide you on the right path but I can’t prescribe workouts or diet plans. However, I do promise that if you follow my recommendations these will get you on the right track. This applies to girls and guys btw. J




Start with Your Food
So I have put food as number 1 because before you think about hitting a gym, I recommend you get your food right first. If you get your food right in the beginning, then you’re onto a winner. You’ll more than likely drop weight in the beginning before you even start the gym. But you have to get it right. Many people are under this false illusion that they can eat what they like once they exercise or go to gym and they will just ‘work it off’. Equally, some people may think they are eating ‘healthy’ but are actually eating the wrong foods or maybe eating the right foods but overeating. You may be working your ass off in the gym but then rewarding yourself afterwards with sweet treats and wondering why you’re not shifting any weight. It doesn’t work like that I’m afraid guys! You could be going to the gym 7 days a week but if your food isn’t right then you are not going to see any changes. The gym is easy, the hard work is done at home in the kitchen!


I follow the ‘If It Fits Your Macros’ approach (IIFYM). Your macro-nutrients are Protein, Fats and Carbohydrates. This is a highly recommended approach to fat-loss / weight-gain /maintenance and works by calculating how many calories your body needs to maintain according to many individual factors such as your weight, height, gender, activity level during the day, training age etc. and then dividing these calories out into a proportion of protein, fats and carbs that you can have in a day. Depending on what you want to achieve i.e. fat loss or weight gain, you subtract or add from these maintenance calories. You can find loads of IIFYM calculators online or you can try this one on IIFYM.com which is one I like to use. Just enter all your stats & measurements and it does the work for you. Alternatively, speak to a nutritionist or a PT who will design a plan for you.



Practice Moderation
Your food sources should be a combination of good quality whole foods. This will include a balance of complex carbohydrates, proteins and healthy fats. I'll go through some food options further on in this post.  Try and cut out all the cakes, biscuits, crisps or any refined sugars. Also try and stay away from processed food and opt for whole foods and lots of nutrient dense veggies.  Alcohol is a no go I’m afraid! I’m not saying you have to turn into a pioneer but if you want to see results then alcohol will hinder them. Everything is OK in moderation just be aware that if you are boozing every weekend then you’re not going to see any change. It’s all about being more mind-full, practicing some self-discipline and finding balance. You have to live too! Happiness is number one.


Fuel Your Body Right
( I just sang that title in the tune to backstreet boys “Rock your body right.. back streets back alright!”) Ahem, anyways carrying on..

As a guideline, I recommend that your protein sources come from lean meats such as chicken, turkey and beef as well as eggs which contain good healthy fats too and oily fish. If you’re just starting out I wouldn’t worry about protein powders just yet. Their sole purpose is to supplement your protein intake, for convenience mainly. These can be introduced at a later stage once you get the hang of counting your macros etc. Or if you are under the guidance of a nutritionist then that’s fine! Protein will not make you gain weight or turn you into a big bulky man! With regards fats, make sure you are getting them from good clean sources such as nuts, eggs, avocados, fish, cooking oils, nut butters etc. Be careful with the nuts though as they tend to be very high in calories so practice portion control. Your carbohydrates then refer to foods such as oats, rice, potatoes, breads, cereals, pasta, etc. I am quite sensitive to carbs and tend to get quite bloated from certain types so I limit my carb sources to oats, sweet/white potato, rice (mostly white), brown seeded bread, corn cakes and fruit and veg. I have others too occasionally but this is what I have mostly.




Prep Your Food
Fail to prepare, prepare to fail.”
Prepping your food in advance is key to success when it comes to your diet especially if you lead a busy lifestyle. Prepping your meals will ensure you don’t snack mindlessly and will allow you to have more control over what your eating. I also recommend keeping a food diary too. I use the 'MyFitnessPal' app on my iphone for tracking my food.  I eat 5-6 small meals a day and aim to have something every 3 hours to keep my metabolism firing. Again, the amount of food I can have will differ for you so you will need to either work out your own macros or consult with a nutritionist/trainer. One of my fave fitness influencers ‘Georgias Fit Life’ (@georgiasfitlife) has a really good you-tube video on how to work out your macros which you can watch hereGeorgia is also a PT and has a whole library of informative videos including how to track your macros, eating out, workouts and recipes to name but a few. I would definitely recommend giving some of them a watch.




Find a Good Gym
If you’re just starting out, you probably have that beginners fear of the gym. The fear of not knowing what you’re doing, the fear of people looking at you and judging you. Trust me. NOBODY is looking at you! We all had to start somewhere and we are all there for the same reason. However, I would suggest that you go in prepared. The gym can be very daunting if you have never set foot in one before. If you want to join a gym, find one that is well equipped and suits your budget. Some gyms can be V expensive. I have been a member of lots of gyms due to moving about quite a bit and I have never paid more than £40 per month. But that’s personal preference and what extras you want included such as classes, swimming pool, steam room, sauna etc.



Get a Consultation!
 When you have chosen your gym, first things first, book in for a consultation with a trained PT! A good consultation should include a full body analysis where you sit and discuss your body goals, tell them about any existing or past ailments/injuries etc. and your weight, measurements, flexibility, mobility etc. will all be examined and recorded. In most gym’s I’ve been to, this is offered as a free service when you join (some may not). They will then prepare a detailed training program designed specifically for your body with your goals in mind. They will also go through all the exercises with you and show how to use all the machines and execute proper form. You probably won’t get this perfect straight off but practice makes perfect and your confidence will build. Don’t be afraid to ask questions either. That’s what they are there for. You might also go down the route of hiring a PT and that’s fine but it’s obviously going to be costlier. Again, personal preference.



Buddy Up
If the thought of going into the gym alone is really putting the fear of god in you then try and bring a buddy with you. Even if it’s just for the first few times. If you can, then try and find someone who is on the same level as you in terms of fitness or, better yet, if you know someone that is a consistent gym-goer and knows their shit then ask them can you buddy up with them for a session or two. I’m always happy to help anyone out and show them the ropes.



Alternatively, Find an Activity you Enjoy
If the gym really isn’t your thing, find something else that you enjoy. Nearly all gyms and leisure center's offer fitness classes if you prefer that or another sporting activity. I done kickboxing for several years alongside my gym and it was incredible for my stamina and overall fitness. I loved it.

Educate yourself
There is hardly anything you can’t find online these days with useful tools like you-tube, blogs, articles etc. If this is something that really interest’s you, then you will probably already be following various fitness influencer's and reading up on nutrition and training. It’s all a learning process! You’re not going to learn it all in one day but having a good knowledge and understanding of what you are doing is important in order to progress. Another of my favourite fitness influencer's which I have to mention is Siobhan O' Hagan (@ohfitness_ie). This girl is goals! She inspires me every day. Siobhan's currently prepping for competition and i'm really enjoying watching her  journey and progress. She's just so relate-able for me and I love her honesty. Total girl crush and body goals.


Be Consistent
The name is written on the tin. I aim to train at least 4 times a week and allow myself one cheat meal at the weekend. Some people may like to have little treats every day with no cheat meal at the weekend, Again, personal preference. I find that most people, including myself, find the weekends really hard to stay motivated. This is when I’m most likely to fall off the wagon and binge/drink and forget all my goals. I used to be one for heading out all the time but now I might go out once every few months. Instead, I’ll treat myself to a ‘cheat meal’ and I’ll go to the gym most Saturday mornings and the odd Sunday. This might sound like punishment to some of you ha ha but that is what I enjoy. I wouldn’t be doing it if I didn’t enjoy it. Just try and stay consistent. It’s what you do 95% of the time that will shine through. And remember, the weekend is 3 days out of 7! 






Buy Yourself Some Snazzy Workout Gear
Treat yourself to some new snazzy workout gear J Also invest in a good pair of workout runners (trainers). They don’t have to be crazy expensive! For me, new workout gear is such a motivator!  If you look the part, then you’ll also feel way more confident.



So there we have it guys, my top recommendations. I hadn’t intended it to be this long but I couldn’t help myself ha-ha. I really hope this helps some of you guys out and, as always, any questions then fire them at me. I’m always happy to help

I’m off home to Ireland this weekend for my nieces Christening and I’m so looking forward to catching up with the fam bam – there might be a bit of cake involved too ;)

Have a great weekend guys
Big Love
Aileen
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